How much time we waste wondering
how to kiss someone, which side to tilt your head so that you don’t bump your
noses; how much time we waste imaging the awkwardness of taking your clothes
off in front of someone.
Yesterday I realized that when it
happens with the right guy, everything is perfect. My boyfriend KJ and I got to
spend time in an apartment together for the first time since we’ve been
together. We did not have sex. We are waiting for the right time. But we were
close, holding each other, kissing each other. It was the first time I bared my
body in front of a guy. Not just any guy but the one who loves me the most in
the world, the one I love.
We were so real. Like we were no
longer two different people but one. Body to body. Soul to soul.
Yesterday I thought that there
are no two people in the world who could be as comfortable and as real with
each other, and love each other the way KJ and I did. Today I still think the
same. Love is an awesome thing. It makes every moment perfect. Initimacy
between two people in love is so beautiful. Every other person and thing takes
a back seat from then on. Love seems to be the most important thing in this
world. Love seems to be the one thing worth fighting for.
PS: Dear Ex, you did not know how
to treat a girl. Thank god, I said no when you tried to ‘force’ yourself upon
me. Thank god, you’re my ex.
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