10 Things I Want To Do With My Boyfriend

On my birthday last December KJ said to me that 2012, our first year together, was the best year for us and that only if we get married in 2013 can things get any better. Because we are already at the happiest and the only way to get happier is to get married.

 

There are definitely so many things i would want to do with KJ but for now these are all i could think of:

1. Get Engaged by 2013 (Or who knows, if everything goes well and if we cannot wait further, we will GET MARRIED!)
2. Go on a vacation with him. Stay at a hotel. Hold hands and walk on the streets. Explore the place. Have hot chocolate at a local cafe there. Or amazing chocolate pastry
3. Kiss and get intimate with him without having sex
4. Make love to him
5. Wake up next to him the next morning after making love for the first time
6. Go to the movies with him
7. Cook dinner with him
8. Hold hands with him in public
9. Travel in a train or flight with him
10. Cook dessert for him

Him & Me

How much time we waste wondering how to kiss someone, which side to tilt your head so that you don’t bump your noses; how much time we waste imaging the awkwardness of taking your clothes off in front of someone.

 

Yesterday I realized that when it happens with the right guy, everything is perfect. My boyfriend KJ and I got to spend time in an apartment together for the first time since we’ve been together. We did not have sex. We are waiting for the right time. But we were close, holding each other, kissing each other. It was the first time I bared my body in front of a guy. Not just any guy but the one who loves me the most in the world, the one I love.

 

We were so real. Like we were no longer two different people but one. Body to body. Soul to soul.

 

Yesterday I thought that there are no two people in the world who could be as comfortable and as real with each other, and love each other the way KJ and I did. Today I still think the same. Love is an awesome thing. It makes every moment perfect. Initimacy between two people in love is so beautiful. Every other person and thing takes a back seat from then on. Love seems to be the most important thing in this world. Love seems to be the one thing worth fighting for.

 

PS: Dear Ex, you did not know how to treat a girl. Thank god, I said no when you tried to ‘force’ yourself upon me. Thank god, you’re my ex.