Today i wore this yellow top to
the University. It is one of my favourite autumn tops, and the best part about
it is that it is long, it has a hood, and it is not gloomy. It is
yellowish-orangish kinda colour so it is fresh. Not too bright. But just the right
amount of freshness one needs in the Autumn Season.
While i was on my way to the
university, i saw a group of three girls in their late teens on the subway. Now,
being mean teenagers that they were, one of them uttered “Yellow! Yellow! Dirty
Fellow!”
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I had my earphones on as i was
listening to music so even though i heard what she said, i completely ignored. Though
in my mind I cursed that teen b**** and displayed my middle finger a million
times. But yes, all of this in my mind. I did not make it obvious to her that i
had heard what she had said. She kept chatting with her friends. And every now
and then, the girls kept looking at me. As if juding my style and sense of
dressing.
I watched those girls for a
while. Two of them were fat, and the other seemed like one of those
teen-mean-queens. I’m not among the people who judge other people on the basis
of some physical trait. I would always judge a person on the basis of their
behaviour and their intentions. So i studied them for a while. And i told
myself that the reason why people are mean to other people in the most extreme
or in the slightest way is because they are not happy with themselves; or they
think that either their bodies, or their spouses/boyfriends/girlfriends/ or
their jobs have disappointed them. So being mean is a way to vent out your disappointment
and anger.
Every time girls are mean to me
about the way i look or the way i dress, i believe that it is because they are
not happy with themselves. They are sad souls putting on a plastic lipgloss
smile, trying to find love in their not-into-them-boyfriends. Or they do not
have any love in their lives, or they are worried that they are incapable for a
job, or they do not have true friends.
So according to them, i might be
a tacky dresser, but in my opinion, they are among the unhappy people in the
world. God bless them.
